Wednesday, March 24, 2010

READ THE BOOK






SO HERE GOES A TALE OF THE REALEST OF THE REAL


NOW ONCE UPON A TIME IN A SMALL WORLD.
IT WAS EVERYTHING TAT I DREAMED OF
HE WAS MY GEM N I WAS HIS PEARL NOTHING CLD CUM BETWEEN US.A PRINCE CHARMING TO CALL MY OWN UNTILTHE DAY TAT HE BROKE MY HEART AND LEFT ME WOUNDER IN ALL ALONE PICKING MY MIND N SOUL APART.USED TO BELIVE IN LOVE,USED TO BELIVE IN FAIRY TALES SINCE MY HEART'S BEEN CRUSHED I DONT BELIVE IN MUCH I NEED HELP DNT NOE WHICH WAY TO TURN.FIGURE IT OUT FOR MYSELF.I'VE JUZ STARTED TO LEARN THERE NO SUCH THING AS FAIR TALES..IS A GOOD STORY SUPPOSE TO END UNHAPPILY EVER AFTER?JUZ AS WOUNDERFUL AS IT BEGINS N CARRY ON FOR A FEW CHAPTERS... BABY HOW CUM EACH TIME I OPEN UP I CANT SEEN TO GET PASS PAGE ONE..I GUESS ITS TIME FOR ME TO CLOSE UP N GO BACK ON THE SHELF BCAUSE IM DONE...


TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS
WHY DO MY DREAMS SEEM SO FAR ..
UP ABOVE THE WORLD SO HIGH
WNT SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY..


CAN U HELP ME OUT
CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT LOVE ALL ABOUT?..
CAUSE I NEVER KNOWN IT FOR MYSELF....


BECAUSE LIFE IS NOT A FAIRY TALES

..... BOY MEETS GURL ......

WANT AND NEED

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WAT THE DIFFRENCE BETWEEN WANT N NEED?
FOR ME WANT IS NT IMPORTANT TO HAVE WHILE
NEED IS IMPORTANT A MUST .
FREN TOLD ME FRM HER POINT OF VIEW IS...
NEED IS SUMTHING TAT U REALI NEED IN LYF WHILE
WANT IS LIKE WISH,
U WANT SOMETHING TAT ITS IS NOT COMFIRM U WILL GET IT OR NT..
SOOO HE ONLY WANT ME WAT SLD I DO NOW...??

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I AM WHAT I AM

HEY IM BACK IM NOT WORKING FOR NOW TAT WHY IM BLOGGING AGN!!
  • I ARGUE WIF HYM N MAKE HYM PISS FOR THE 2ND TIME AGN WELL IT MA WRONG TO REJECT HIS COL MANY TYME BUT I DNT MEAN IT ...SERIUSLY ...HAIZZ OH ALLAH PLZ HELP ME SOFTEN HIS HEART N HV BELIEVE IN ME AGN...

I AM WHO I AM

IM AN ANGLE IM A DEVIL IM SOMETIME IN BETWEEN..IM AS BAD AS IT CAN GET N AS GOOD AS IT CAN BE..SOMETIME IM A MILLION COLOURS SOMETIME IN BLACK N WHITE..IM ALL EXTREME TRY TO FIGURE ME OUT BUT YOU NEVER CAN..THERE SO MANY THING IM..IM SPECIAL..IM BEAUTFUL..IM WOUNDERFUL...POWERFUL N UNSTOPPABLE...SOMETIME IN MISERABLE SOMETIME PITTFUL BUT THAT SO TYPICAL OF ALL THE THING I AM...IM SOMEONE FILLED WITH SELF-BELEIF IM HAUNTED BY SELF DOUBT..I'VE GOT ALL THE ANSWERS I'VE GOT NOTHING FIGURED OUT ...I LIKE TO BE BY MYSELF I HATE TO BE ALONE...IM UP N DOWN BUT THAT PART OF THE TRILL,PART OF THE PLAN,PART OF ALL THE THINGS I AM..IM A MILLION CONTRIDICTIONS SOMETIME I MAKE NO SENSE..SOMETIME IM PERFECT SOMETIME IM IN A MESS N SOMETIME

IM NOT SURE WHO I AM!...

Monday, January 18, 2010

NO ONE HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE URSELF EXCEPT YOU URSELF!!

WE ARE FADING AWAY SLOWLY DAE BY DAE!!...
TAT IS WAT I FEEL NOW....

IN LIFE THERE ARE ALOT OF PASSING CLOUD...
EITHER U HOLD IT OR LET IT GO...
LOVE IT OR HATE IT TAT LIFE OR WATCH IT FADE ...
U CHOOSE TO LIVE TAT WAY NO ONE CAN CHANGE EXCEPT URSELF...
BOTH WAY NEED TO PLAY APART TO BE STRONG TOGETHER FIND THE RYTE PATH TO GET ALONG....
BUT SUMTYME YOU HAVE TO LET IT FREE FOR A REASON..
EVEN IF U LIKE/LOVE THEM...
IN LIFE U HAVE TO BE PATIENCE TOO...
NOT ALWAES WAT U WANT U WILL GET....TAT LIFE....
FOR NOW I JUST FEEL LIFE IS UNFAIR BUT THER NO REASON FOR ME TO GIVE UP....
ALWAES GIVE IT IT A TRY IF IT MEANT TO BE IT WILL...
LEARN FROM MISTAKE N BE BETTER IN FUTURE....
OUHHK LET ME SEE WAT GONNA HAPPEN NXT...
TAT ALL FOR NOW...
MISSING THE OLD YOU!!! TAKING CARIES!!!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

IM SICK N TIRED!!!!....

IM SICK SICK SICK!!!!!!!!!
N IM TIRED..............HAHAHA
LAST FEW DAYS MY SICK-NESS TOOK OVER ME OMG CNT STAND IT LAH....
IT MAKE ME TIRED...HAHHAAH....
WELL TODAY IM OFF PEOPLE N I HV NO PLAN!!!!
OMG LAST MONDAY TOOK MY BTT FOR THE 2ND TIME N
I FAILED AGN WTF RYTE!!!!PISS HMPH!!!!
SO AYN CUMING OVER LATER MAYB...HEHEH!!!
GUESS WAT I THINK IM SITTING AT HOME THIS SAT AGN BORING !!!
HAHAHA OTEY LAHH BABY CYA ARD ....

I UPDATE MY MIXPOD MUSIC HAHAX I LIKE THE LADY DANCE MOVE...
TAKECARE MY LOVE!!!!