EVERYTHING IS DOWN !!!!

TODAY NOW RYTE TIZ VERY SECOND MY HEART IS SHOUTING INSIDE N CRYING AGN...
WHY WANNA NOE WHY??

BCOZ SUM1 PULL ME DOWN BY MSGING ME WRONGLY...I DNT NOE WAT TO DO ...YOU DNT EVEN NOE WAT GOING ON WIF ME N WAT HAPPENING TIZ LAST FEW DAYS...U JUZ HAVE TO MAKE IT PERFECT DNT YOU ...U PUT ME UP HIGH N JUZ DROP ME JUZ LYKE TAT...I HOPE 1DAE MA PAITENCE N MA WORK PAY OFF...IM NOT TAT EVIL BUT SUMTYME I JUZ FEEL LIKE DOING SUMTHING REALLY BAD JUZ TO GIV U WAT IT TASTE LIKE...I CARE FOR YOU N TRY NOT TO HURT YOU...BUT NVM I NOE WAT TO DO...HAIZZ TKCR XOXO....

LIFE FULL UP N DOWN EVERYTHING ELSE IS OUHK FOR NOW JUZ TAT I LOST ALL MA CTCT NUM..N SHAHRIZAN I HOPE CLD MIT U UP SOON..MIZZ U SEH CICAK MAN!!..

DEEP IN MY HEART SHOUTING !!!

• Waiting for someone you love is never easy most especially when he's not aware that you're waiting....
  
  I don't know why I'm so afraid to lose u when u r not even mine. I don't know why I luv u so when u don't even luv me. I don't know why u r the one when I'm just a someone to u...
  
  You'll never understand why Im hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone..

WHAT_HAD_I_DONE

Good Noon Ppl....
hey frm yest night i felt abit down mayb bcoz i said or did sumthing wrong...unsure n unclear wats the reason is but he change aft we talk on the phone....well mayb it my fault...frm the way he talk to me last night make me feel guilty ...im not perfect so are you...i still wan u in my lyf as we juz noe each other n ther no point ending now n walking away wif unclear things n bringing short memories along... we cld work thing out or mayb not up to you now...Waiting for ur respond...tat all...dnt wanna say much let u think wats best...kaez

WAT I PLANNING TO DO NOW....
now im waiting to prepare myself for work..
im working at 4pm 2dae til 11pm...
aft tat im off all the way til thur ...tiz week i only work for 2 daes...hahaha...
ouhk juz now i ate chic lemak wif rice agn hahah...
ermm bored nt much to sae kae lah...

update story agn soon...xoxo!!!

L ate_N ight_e Njoy !!!

ayn ma me done wif our hair...hahaz!!!


front view .....

goning crazy!!!

im back n love my new hair !!!! love it love it love it ... im now feeling abit tired as i only had 4hrs of clep ...haizz wanna noe what happen on SATURDAE?? ...well it was raining heavly at ma side of the area...b4 tat ML ladies n me plan to go escape 4 the halloween using ticket but naszira told ask tat we cnt use ticket halloween as she had try to use it last yr haizzz...ayn whn over to my house since our plan r down..we both slack at home while waiting 4 kid to be awake..i was super bored soo plan 2 juz col Iskandar up so i did...wat happen nxt was he came n mit us ladies wif Rabu...whn they came it was raining n cold n our mind whn blank of places 2 go..soo we whn to orchard to eat we got 2 sub way bisket 4 free!!coz it was left by tiz to chinese guys hahaha...aft eating we whn to send kid back to tamp,huda col to ask us out wif her bf n frens well we did not whn but juz stay wif our plan..ermm we whn to chamber to play games it was okea lah..rch hm abt 3+am whn to bed n woke up at 6+am was late 4 work!!! haizz n damn i 4got to bring ma ezlink so had to use coins haizz...money down the drain...over all outing was bored yet fun hahaha.....thx u all for the outing!!...

n Rabu i dnt really u'stnd wat u planing to do,why izit diffcult juz to face the fact or tell me the truth why r u hidding frm everything why u have to make up xcuses..plz dnt destroy ma life wif lies it painful trying not think abt wat had happen b4 wif ur way tat u treat me now im lost ..cn u make it clear to me cn u prove to me...or u juz a passing cloud in ma lyf ...our frenship have to much unclear things n u kept to much behind u, cn see it frm ur eyes..haiz hope u make it clear coz it not a game any more...im tired of lies..haizz wat a lyf im having...!!!NEXT !!!


n agn LOVE LOVE...!!!!!
whn it cum to LOVE!!! i dnt really noe abt it coz i dnt have a bf yet im lost n hey im still feeling complicated!!!!
well whn cld i smile really smile wif someone tat i cld trust,mayb for now i juz have to go with the flow to see wat happen nxt...but im unsure if i had oready prepare 4 the worse or the ending..am i wif hym or not let leave tat to Allah...

tune in for more on nxt update...xoxo ppl!! missing hym!!!