WHAT AM I THINKING!!!

LATER IM WORKING I HAVE NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING YET TODAY...I KEPT THINKING ABT HIM ...HAIZZ ....ONLY LEFT ONE DAE TO COUNTDOWN N YET IM NT HAPPY...I DNT NOE WAT TO DO...IT BEEN DAES I NVR MEET MY GIRLS THEY KEPT ASKING ME TO MEET THM BUT I DNT NOE WHY I DNT ....MAYB JUZ WAIT FOR 2MORROW HAHAZ ....

NOW IM JUZ WAITING WHAT GONNA HAPPEN NEXT...MY PATIENCE OF WAITING ...THE ANS IS IN HIS HAND,CONTINUE OR NOT WHO NOE...

MY MIND IS BLANK SOO MAYB I GONNA REST 4 AWHILE...

KAEZ PEOPLE....CHOZZZIE....

XOXO N HACKS!!

MISSING YOU J

DEEP WITHIN ME SHOUTING!!!!

IM REALLY REALLY DOWN N IM CRYING NOW!! ...WANNA NOE WHY SUMONE CHANGE BCOZ OF MY MISTAKE MY ATTITUDE MY HUSH WORDS....I DNT REALLY MEAN IT..DEEP WITHIN ME IF I CLD JUZ TURN BACK TIME I WOULD JUZ HOLD HIS HAND N WNT LET YOU GO COZ IM MISSING YOU NOW, THE ONE I USE TO NOE AT THE BEGINNING..THE ONE WHO USE TO TEASE ME LAUGH WITH ME .WHO NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE,JOKE WIF ME,SLACK WITH ME..CALL N MSG ME...MOVIE N EAT WITH ME,HOLD MY HAND,HUG ME N EVEN SEND ME INFRONT OF MY DOOR STEP ...N I JUZ MISS THAT SUMONE I LET THAT SLIP AWAY WITH MY WORDS..HAISHH NOW I JUZ HOPE N WISH VERY MUCH THAT HE CLD CUM BACK ....I NOE PEOPLE CHANGE N NO ONE IS PERFECT BUT HERE IM PUTTING MY HEART TO BE PERFECT ....IM SOWIE IF I REALLY HURT YOU BUT REALLY I DNT MEAN IT... I DNT WANNA END THIS WAYS WITH HATRED IN THE HEART..I WANNA MAKE THING BETTER I WANNA IT TO BE BACK TO NORMAL...I STILL WANT YOU IN MY LIFE...I HOPE YOU COULD FORGIVE ME SOON..COZ I REMEMBER ONCE YOU SAID B4 ' I WNT GET ANGRY EASILY' NOW I NOE I MAKE U ANGRY N TAT IS WAT I USE TO SAID ONE DAE I WILL MAKE U ANGRY ...I NOE NOW HOW IZZIT WHN U'R ANGRY N I CNT TAKE IT ANYMORE YOU BEING QUIET NOT LOOKING FOR ME I JUZ CNT STNAD IT...PLZZZ CUM BACK...IM SORIE I NOE MY MISTAKE N I LEARN FRM IT NOW ...PLZ...

I HAVE NO MOOD TO THINK OF ANYTHING RYTE NOW...

TAT ALL I CAN WRITE ..

SOMTHING JUZ LET IT BE IN MY HEART...

CATZ LISTENING TO 'WHY BY AVRIL LAVIGNE'

TAKECARE PEOPLE..

N HACKS TO YOU A.R!!

I LOVE MY LONG HAIR...SUMTIME SHORT BUT MOST LONG HAIR IS WOUNDER TO ME...!!!!

MY FAV HAIR!!!!

SHORT HAIR!!!

SHORT HAIR!!!
HAIR HAIR HAIR MAKE ME WOUMDER!!!

HAIR COLOUR!!! CRAZY SEXY LOVE IT!!!

THIS ARE SOME OF MY MANY MANY PIC ABT MY HAIR....SOME ARE LONG N IF U CN SEE THERE ARE SHORT HAIR TOO YOOO!!!!HEHEH

I LOVE MY HAIR SOOO MUCHH BUT MOST I LOVE IT TO BE LONG AS I CAN PLAY WITH IT...EVEN CURL OR STRAIGHT HAHA JUZ LOVE IT....N I LOVE MY PICTURES!!! HAHAH....

KNOWING MYSELF!!!!

I CANNOT BE A DUMMY IF I NOE DEEP WITHIN ME IM REAL...YET SOME PEOPLE MAY MISUNDERSTOOD ME, DNT RECOGNIZE MY EXISTENCE N DNT EVN BOTHER TO TAKE A SIMPLE GLIMPSE OF MY WORTH...BUT THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO SAY WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER ALWAYS WHAT YOU GET...JUDGE ME ?? WELL IT DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU SEE..BUT KNOWING ME?? IS UR CREATIVITY TO LOOK DEEPER...PEEL WHATEVER COVER YOU CLD SEE....COZ DEEP WITHIN ME IS WHAT MAKE ME HUMAN..NOT PERFECT BUT JUZ THE REAL ONE....

LOVE LOVE!!!!!!!!!

I NOE AFT THINKING N THINKING ABT A RELATIONSHIP TAT ENDED PAINFULLY HAS TRIED IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, TO TAKE THE BLAME FOR IT ENDING. THE BOTTOM LINE IS TAT WHN A MEN REALLY LOVE YOU AND WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP,NO ONE COMMENT OR INCIDENT IS EVER THE REASON THE RELATIONSHIP ENDED. THERE ARE LOTS OF WAYS TO DEAL WITH ISSUES OR DIFFRENCES OF OPINION IN A RELATIONSHIP TAT DNT INVOLVE BREAKING UP .

FUTHERMORE , NOBODY IS PERFECT. NO DOUBT UR EX HAD MANY FLAWS HIMSELF.SO WHY SLD YOU EXPECT URSELF TO BE FLAWLESS? SO MAYBE YOU WEREN'T ALWAYS A BOWLS OF LAUGH,BUT WHO IS?

WHATEVA YOU WERE DOING ,YOU WERE BEING URSELF,IT MAYB TAT THER ARE SUMTHING ABT YOU TAT YOU'D LIKE TO CHANGE BUT THER IS NO REASON TAT THEY COULD'T HAVE BEEN WORKED ON IN THE CONTEXT OF THE RELATIONSHIP.

IT WILL PROBABLY TAKE ME SUMTYME TO THINK OF MYSELF AS BEING SINGLE.FOR SOME PPL IT HELPS TO SAY IT OUT LOUD IT START TO MAKE IT FEEL REAL. FOR OTHERS SAYING IT OUT LOUD B4 YOU'VE DIGESTED IT IN UR HEAD IS JUZ TOO PAINFUL. BECOMING SINGLE AGN IS SIMILAR TO BEING ALONE AGN IN TAT IT TAKES TIME TO PROCESS N YOU MAY FIND TAT SOMETIMES YOU'VE FORGOTTEN TAT U'R SINGLE AND THN IT CUM BACK TO YOU AND FEELS LIKE A TON OF BRICKS CRASHING ON YOUR HEAD. OBVIOUSLY, BIG CHANGES TAKE SOME TIME TO GET USE TO.. BEING SINGLE CAN BE AWESOME IF IT'S WAT YOU WANT OR SOMETIME EVN WHN IT'S NOT WAT YOU WAN LONG TERM. BUT IN ORDER TO ENJOY IT YOU HAVE TO GET COMFORTABLE WITH IT. NO MATTER HOW YOU SLICE IT, BEING SINGLE MEANS MORE FREEDOM. LETS CONSIDER WHAT'S POTENTIALLY FRIGHTENING ABT TAT N WAT GREAT ABT IT...

IT'S QUITE POSSIBLE TAT MANY OF MY GIRLS ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP. AS I NOE FRM MY EXPERIENCE, SINGLE LADIES ARE A MOVING TARGET - ONE MIN THEY ARE SINLGE, THE NEXT MIN THEY ARE NOT. THIS MAY NOT SEEM IMPORTANT TO ME. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS WHO ARE SINGLE.

THE THING IS IT IS IMPORTANT TO HAVE A GIRLFRIENDS WHO ARE EXPERIENCING LYF SIMILARLY TO THE WAY IM N WHO WANT TO DO THE KINDS OF THINGS I WANT TO DO. IT IS IMPORTANT TO HAVE FREINDS WHO ARE AVAILABLE TO HANG OUT ON FRIDAE N SATURDAE NIGHTS. HAHAHA....

SWEET SMILE N DAE!!

Hey ...yesterdae i whn out to meet hym at ubi thn we whn pasir ris aft tat ard 8pm we whn to tamp to pass things to his bro n was planning to watch a movie aft tat but we were late so ther only left one movie tat he oready watch soo we left wif no plan..soo we whn to my area to eat western thn slack til late morning he was half dead by thn n both r working in the morning...

hahha wat happen whn we slack was CRAZY!!!!...

ouhhk 2dae whn to work in the morning wif a tired face...i woke hym up in the morning n f**k luch tyme he msg me tat he got throw out of work!! it was a joke i was piss 4awhile...ermm i whn back at 1pm n i ate my meal n whn to my LALA LAND!!n it was GREAT!!!!..omg im soo piss wif tiz one guy tat msg me n said gt my num frm fb or tag..i dnt evn give my num ther !!!soo piss off lah!!!....yeahhh tomorrow im off...n its my DAD bdae!! n zock out too but i dnt think im going haha...well tat 4 now...

...n for now im not really in love yet !! but lets wait n see who have the GOLD PRINCESS key to unlock ...

ouhhhkkk people mayb 2nyte im going out to watch movie..

i update 2morrow...cya ard...peace!! love u all!!

SMILE SMILE !!

gd morning ladies n gentlemens......
today im off n tomorrow too...im fine 2dae juz abit down inside wanna noe why coz yest at work i got to noe tat i cnt go off on the 31st dec n u wanna noe wat going on tat dae,its countdown dae wher everyone looking forward n me working til nyte...haizz!! M.L ladies n me had oready plan wher we r going but wat the hell i can go...haizz...mayb i sld make a 2nd plan ltr...sad lah sob2!!!nvm look at the bright side n smile owaes ...i cn go crazy!!!....

ouuhhkkk drop tat...wat i gonna do 2dae ...mayb i going out or juz sit at home n watch tv...not sure yet plan not comfirm ...why do my life alwaes full of last min plan....haizz ....nvm....well not much to sae coz juz woke up n my mind is blank....i update soon lah k...hahha...

abt love lyf dnt ask me is still the same im confuss ...juz waiting for the light to show me the way...im waiting wif a smile whn u cum...heheh....

ouuhhhk people!!! chozzieee.....cya!!! much love!!!

I HAD BEEN THINKING !!!!

hey last few daes alot of things happen...well last saturday i whn to ira small chalet it was great...aft tat i whn to watch movie at tamp mall...ermmm wat am i missing now is sum1 tat use to tok to me n everything n tat is MR.CICAK MAN ...haizz i dnt really noe wher to start writing the story mayb let it be in my heart....
oookk now im confuss abt lyf ...haizz im working 2dae at 4pm...bored lah but well look at the bright side im off for 2daes aft tiz...

btw i kept thinking abt what Jon told me in the morning juz now abt her ex girlfren...well she noe abit of me i guess or mayb not coz it was juz an info ..well mayb her fren was my pri fren soo who cares...anywaes mayb she juz wanna get back 2gether wif Jon, i said tat coz she noes most of the ladies tat Jon whn out wif.... bt Jon im not sure no comment abt tat...well i dnt wanna be in the middle hahah....i juz wish all the best to all...let leave it to Allah...

n to Mr A.R ...im not sure wat going on ard it still unclear....we got to figure it out soon aitz...
cya soon we will go for ativities kaes...takecare...for now let us be patience n face all tiz wif smile...ouuhkkk....

M.L LADIES!!!!!!
WELL IM MISSING OUR GROUP OUTING....IM LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE CHALET LETS PARTY!!!!! HAHAHA....love u all to bits....

PEACE N OUT DICKIES CHICKIES
-hacks to you noe who-

EVENING OUTING !!!

YEST AFTER WORK ARD 2PM I RUSH HOME TO PREPARE MYSELF ....JON N ME PLANNING TO GO OUT ...I COMPANY HYM TO GET HIS PAY AT BUGIS FRM HIS FRENS...HAHAX I OREADY GOT SANDEE WALLET TAT SHE REALLY WANTED...ERMM WE WHN TO FAR EAST JUZ TO EAT THN WE WHN BACK TO BUGIS IDOT RYTE WE CN JUZ EAT AT BUGIS HAHHA....WELL WE WHN BACK TO BUGIS TO MIT HIS FRENS N DRINK N CHAT...WELL THEY DRINK N NOT ME I JUZ HAD WINTERMELON..HAHAH..THN AFT ALL JON N ME TOOK CAB TO SUN N WE SLACK THER WIF MA GF N I PITY JON COZ HE WAS HALF DEAD..AFT 2AM I WHN CRAZY ...JON KIP HITTING ME N ALSO CALL ME A BIMBO WAT THE....HAIZ NVM THN IT WAS 4+AM HE WHN HOME ...THER MORE BUT LAZY TO WRITE HAHA OVER ALL IT WAS GREAT!! NICE MITTING FIR(JON GAY PARTNER AT WORK)HAHAH, N THE OTHER TWO HIS FREN TOO...WELL THX TO JON TO FOR BRING ME OUT ...

THE FUNNY PART OF THE STORY YEST WAS ABT JON RAIHAN!!...
HE WANTED TO TAP OUT OF THE MRT BUT WAS NOT LOOKING AT THE CARD N U NOE WAT HE TAP A HAPPY 128 CARD..HE WAS STUCK THER ABT 1MIN HAHA...FUNNY...

OUHHK 2DAE IM NOT WORKING I WOKE UP AT 3PM...TIRED...NOW IM BORED NTHG MUCH TO DO..WELL I GUESS I JUZ GO N WATCH TV...OUHHHK SEE U GUYS AGN...CHOZZZIEE...
XOXO TO U...

LADY'S FEELING !!!

I AM HAPPY YET SAD INSIDE....IM LISTENING TO 'BROKEN HEARTED GIRL BY BEYONCE'SONG ...
ERMMM WELL I DNT REALLY NOE WAT I WAn OR WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO...HAIZZ 4GET IT..IM WAITING AGN WHILE SLOWLY IM MOVING ....SUMTYME I JUZ WISH U CLD SEE HOW I FELT N U'STND BT THE FACT TAT I NOE I CLD NOT GET YOU IN ANYWAES...I U'STND TAT ,SUMTYME I CNT GET WHAT I WANT BT ITS OUHHK IM STRONG NW..

YESTERDAE ...
I WENT OUT TO MIT MR.J ...WELL FOR ME HIS SILENCE N SMILE MAKE ME WOUNDER WAT HIS FEELING N THINKING WELL ONLI ALLAH NOES NVM MAYB I WILL TAKE IT SLOW...ERMM FOR ME HE IS CUTE N U'STNDING YET PATIENCE 4 NOW HEHE...I FELT BUTTERFLY EVERY TIME MY EYES CATCHES HIS BUT IM HAPPY EVERYTIME HE JOKE N SMILE...I KEEP LAUGHING TO COVER MY BLUSH HEHEX..N U NOE WAT I TRY TO LOOK AT HIM WHNEVER HIS NOT LOOKING HEHEHX SUMTYME ...WAT AN IDIOT..HAHHA...


LEPAK TYME!!!!!
HEHEHX...I WHEN DOWN TO LPK....EVERYONE HAVE ACCPT AYN,ALIN,AWIN N IRA SMALL...ERMM YEST WE HAD 2 VISTER AT SUN BY THE NAME OF JON N FARHAN...IT WAS REALLY FUUNY WHN IKA BRING HYM ALONG HAHA...THEY BITCHES ARD LYKE HELL...WE LAUGH ALOT ...N I NOE I NVR SAE NEXT!!! NOW JON NOE WATs TAT OHHH GOD....HAHAH...WELLL OVER ALL IT WAS SUPER..N I WOULD LIKE TO THANK JON RAIHAN FOR YOUR COMPANY N MAKING ME LAUGH...N PLZ JON JON DNT SAE NEXT TO ME ...!!! WELL HOPE TO SEE YA SOON...MISSING U ALL M.L LADIES!!! HANG ARD SOON YAH...ACTIVATE N OUTING YAH M.L !!!



LASTLY I WOULD LIKE TO SAE IM MISSING YOU!!! XOXO HACKS...